Hope in the middle of Chaos

It is easy to think of all the negatives when we are experiencing chaos all around us. Our minds seem to be wired that way.

Just the other day I was experiencing feelings of peace and calm…perfect tranquillity after my morning meditation. I marveled at the serenity of the morning because my circumstances were still the same—unpredictable nonsense—and yet, I was at peace.

That peaceful feeling lasted all day at work and I marveled yet again at being able to maintain it as I was suddenly and rudely reminded that something would eventually ruin it. What would I do then?

True to its promise, a midsize rock flew up from a truck and hit my windshield with such force, it splintered. I was 90 minutes into my two-hour drive home. Almost at the finish line, and yet…

“Oh GREAT!” I thundered. “It never fails. I can’t be happy for 24 hours!”

Within seconds, I remembered what I was thinking about earlier in the day—how was I going to shift my mindset the moment chaos would undoubtedly return and begin knocking at my door?

I started thinking of the tranquility I experienced that morning. The Valentine’s day party I celebrated last month with coworkers and camaraderie. I thought about the work I was able to accomplish with the assistance of one of my colleagues. I thought about my two pups having fun with their furry friends at doggie day care.

It’s a choice I already know. It’s just as easy to think lovely thoughts in the middle of the chaos as it is to dwell on the negative circumstance of the moment.

There is hope in the chaos.

2 responses to “Hope in the middle of Chaos”

  1. Louise Clark Avatar
    Louise Clark

    That was deep Kathy. I have to ponder on that. I have a tendency to linger on things, especially, other people problems. If that was me coming home on the highway, I would probably pull over and cry for a minute, thank precede with a plan. I still have a lot of work to do, even in my winter years.. I’ll keep trying. Do you consider meditation the same as praying? I learn something from you every time I read your Hope Chronicles. This is another good one.

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    1. Katherine Olivia Avatar

      Thanks Aunt Louise. I consider meditation taking in what I read whether it’s scripture or other inspirational messages.
      I learned something though that I wrote about last month- and that was asking God to show himself in scripture instead of looking for my story in scripture. I can’t explain it but helped TREMENDOUSLY!!

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